Tuesday, March 17, 2015

On The Eve Of A Journey : A Traveler's Love Story

Meandering around the Castle Hill Graffiti Garden in Austin, Texas. Moment captured by city and desert explorer, Ann Sydney Taylor.  




The traveler in me is restless for the road, thirsty for new sights and aching to meet the part of myself I think I’ll find in that wide and open desert space.

I like the person I am when I travel. She’s a fine balance of extrovert and introvert. The lone wanderer in the crowd. I’m ready to be her again. I’m openhearted to get swept up in the arms of adventure. I want to stumble back into love again, with myself, with travel.

I fall in love so easily with places, especially cities. Cities unlock the key to my heart. All it takes is a charming wink – an eclectic bookshop pleasantly situated on the corner, a discarded lot turned into an urban playground of graffiti art, this one tucked away cafĂ© with a winding staircase – and I swoon.

Sometimes it is love at first sight. I step off the plane and into a place I instantly recognize as my soul mate home.  Other times, it’s a surprise encounter; a second glance sparks my heart and a piece of the city becomes mine forever.

I carefully preserve these heartbeat memories like old love letters. I return to them to seek comfort and validation. At times when I feel discouraged and insecure, I go back to this treasure trove of moments where I independently traveled and explored, serendipitously discovered hidden gems that directly spoke to my soul. It’s a collage of art experienced, purposeful conversations shared, and this feeling of belonging, lightheartedness, liberation and being utterly and blissfully nourished by the dancing diversity of life.

I remember the feeling. I can go back to the feeling and slip it on like an old boyfriend’s jacket. I clothe myself in the memory and let it empower my present self. 

I fell in love with a city long before I gave my heart to a man. I travel to heal over men, to let the fresh experience burn out lingering fragments from the relationship. I let the journey redefine my freed identity. At this time of solo flight, I find myself journeying back to my first love, back to the glittering image of a city, where a love story waits to enchant, inspire and take hold.